Nightmares of the Past:Terrors of our Future

Have you ever woken up with a Nightmare, an this nightmare felt so real it was real.

Now Imagine being a Child & this child is you, who is now being abused by people who symbolize a form of Authority.

They do terrible things to you, that you can’t even remember when you get older.

The Pain is real & the people who did those terrible things to you were also real.

As you try moving forward in your own life to forget about it, the terror of it now affects your future, including behaviours of the abuse of what was done to you.

I’m no fan of Medical System(symbol of authority) in anyway shape or form, no matter how narrow or broadĀ  it is, because of my Treatment from them as a Child, an on topĀ  of that Growing up with my Disability.

I was talking with my Mum last night an she explained many of the things they did to me.

I’m a Victim of Abuse, even though alot of these things happened to me as a young child, inwardly I feel like that Terrorized Child, who had no way to protect myself.

The Terror is real as I feel I need to stop this article, because of the Pain Inside.

 

Kids With Autism Face Increased Suicide Risk

Kids With Autism Face Increased Suicide Risk

It’s sad to see that Our Govt & Dept Of Justice, really don’t give a crap about the Disabled.

There Words are Like Dumb Idols, an they act like Dumb Idols.

We never chose to come into the World with our Disability, It wasn’t our Call.

We are Born with these Disabilities, others get there Disabilities by Accidents or other means.

Other things The Govt & Dept Of Justice don’t see in Full Essence is our Family Medical History Of things we are so fragile of.

The Disabled, can still suffer heart attacks, strokes, there would even be those who have allergies that could Kill us.

Our life, is like a Thin Thread, Never knowing, what day will be our Last.

It doesn’t matter how young or old one is with a Disability, as in some cases we will never know, if we will get to enjoy having happy & healthy lives, including having a family, or whether we will get to see ourselves have Grandchildren.

It Aches seeing how cold & heartless The Govt & Dept Of Justice has become even towards the Disabled.

Each Day, I wake up, an Wonder If it is My Last, seeing I too know of relatives that have had heart problems, strokes an also other members who have disabilities.

I wonder if i will get to see them again in my lifetime.

The Tyrants in Power in Govt & Dept Of Justice don’t see that, there too busy making money off us, using us for there own selfish means, instead of being Selfless & seeing how Fragile, the Disabled Community are.